P0.rn, Whores and Wanking
My mate G, the natural from up North suggested to me the other week that drastically decreasing the amount of times I choke the piglet may have a beneficial effect on my game. I’ve given this some thought and think there may be something in it.
The thing about wanking is that if you don’t get any real s8x it can turn into a way to nullify your s8xual desires. It’s an admission that you don’t have the capacity to attain a mate. Over the last few years I tended to be increasingly unable to cope with any s8xual desire: immediately wanking it away at the first signs of it appearing. It’s like an admission of failure and I think it has insiduous psychological ramifications. There you go… all your Alphaness, all your maleness… just washed away down the sink.
There’s even studies which suggest that doing it too much can actually lower your dopamine levels, and that often people wank just for the dopamine hit. This is pretty easy to admit to as I even went through a phase of not even being arsed enough to get a 100% erection before finishing. Wanking breeds s8xual laziness. How many people, when getting jiggy with their hands, actually realistically mimic the time duration and structure of a s8xual encounter? Not that many I reckon. Most guys just stick on some p0.rn and get busy.
Which leads me to p0.rn. I had a revelation the other day about p0.rn. I was a couple of days into my semi-abstinence program and I accidentally type “big t.its asian” into Google Images (looking for a representative image to describe the girl in my previous post). Instantly I have more titillation than my 14 year old self could have dreamed possible. I felt my resolve weakening. Then I thought, hang on, this is unnatural. It really is. Since when in the last few millienia of clothed human history have men been able to get such extreme titillation? Never. I’m now of the opinion that we’re not actually designed to be bombarded with such a torrent of flesh and filth as most of us with a private space and an internet connection are able to subject ourselves to.
The effect of this torrent of titillation is that men are getting more and more aroused and wanking more and more, whereas they should be saving it up, learning to deal with living with s8xual desire, then going out finding women to bone. It’s a kind of mass-tranquilization: give the men p0.rn, get them addicted to wanking to keep them from realising most of them don’t actually get any quality real punani.
Which leads me to whores. Living in China for the past few years I had access to a supply of cheap and enthusiastic whores, the likes of which would make the average man weep with jealous rage.I had my favourite brothel and it was 30 quid a pop for an hour with any of my favourite girls. And these were generally 20 to 26 year old girls, around 8/10 in the looks department and I preferred the ones with the F cup jugs. Of which there were plenty. Ontop of that there was a total attitude difference from the typical cynical lazy western whore who thinks she’s doing the customer a favour. The girls were lovely, kind and funny and so relieved to have a clean, considerate and, er, competent customer as opposed to the drunken, smelly, abusive customer who was her usual fare.
I thought I’d died and gone to heaven and used to regularly cycle over to get whored-up. I went through phases of high usage, say 3 times per week, but eventually settled down to once every 2 weeks. It became reassuring, knowing that it was there, on tap, until 3am. However I gradually started to question the logic of even bothering to speak to “free” women anymore. After all, I reasoned, the odds of actually getting any are hundreds to one and even then you end up paying for it in one way or another. In the end I actually stopped bothering to speak to any women except friends.
A weird thing started to happen towards the end, though. I started to find that boning whores just didn’t hit the spot anymore. What would previously leave me feeling drained and spent and blissful for 5 days now just didn’t have the same effect. To my horror I came to the conclusion that only “free” s8x actually fully satisfies.
Coming back to the UK I dreaded to think of the awful whore situation. Sure enough, it is bad. It’s easy enough to find whores, just type ‘escort’ and your town into Google or go to http:// + adult + work.com and use the search facility. The problem is the cost. To get anything decent you’re looking for well over a hundred quid an hour. More than a bleeding judge (although I guess they both f.uck people in one sense).I blame the welfare state myself. In China there is no welfare state so if a hard working man wants his dick sucked and a 20 year old girl doesn’t fancy waitressing 60 hours a week there is a productive and fair exchange of cash and value. However here I am paying thousands in tax each year and these lazy cows are lying round at home in their velour jump-suits watching ‘Trisha’. The state of prostitution in this country truly sickens me.
I toyed around with the idea for a while then realised really I should give it up. Every time I pay a woman to do something to me is going to detract from my game. It’s another psychological nail in my coffin. It’s sending an awful message to the subconscious: “you cannot get it for free”. Ack.
So.. I’ve thoroughly enjoyed my whore journey, fcuking all of those gorgeous, squealing little s8x dolls, but it has to end. From now on I get s8x off women because they want it.
The wanking gets cut down to one day per week, twice on that day. I am going to let my natural s8x drive build up and I’m going to learn to live with it and do something about it. Hopefully my testosterone will rise, I’ll get more energy and get more of a masculine edge.
The p0.rn stops. No more is society going to tranquilize me into becoming a hand-operated des8xualized dopamine addict. My titillation is going to be of the natural form, namely looking at hot women in bars, clubs or on the street and going and talking to them, rather the unnatural form, such as looking at a Brazilian girl being rimmed by a midget while sucking off a pony, or a Japanese schoolgirl being wanked on by seventeen men at once, for example.
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